Wednesday, June 25, 2008 @ 10:37 PM


finally two papers down one more to go this friday. (:

Maths paper was tricky and brain-wrecking. forget abt it. lol
E.Comm was do-able and quite a breeze. (lets just cross finger that there's no careless or whatsoever)
now is left with ECA this friday.

sch has also started term 3 for gf and its 16 weeks left for her big O's
aja aja fighting hun ! :D

past few days wasnt able to sit down and have a nice chat. its only walking back home tgt. lol.
headed to cwp today to help mum get her bdae gifts for her friend over at bodyshop. hun tagged along cus we were supposed to meet and i was supposed to acc my mum. so why not lets meet everyone tgt ! hahah.
tour-ed the whole shop for countless times , spray samples on the paper strips for alot of time.
but at the end , it wasnt those that we sprayed samples on my mum bought but some other stuff. zzz. hun and i was helping to smell all the different scents and my wrist has lots of different kind of smell. (aka scandal's scent )
i still like my lover's smell no matter what uh.
but sad to say she always push me away when i want to smell. =/

ohya. another close shave brushed past us today yet again. but we were once again lucky enough to dodge it. (((: thanks to hun's sharp eyesight.

trained back home and walked gf home.
here comes the best part.
today was abit special.
when gf reached home she went to her window and looked down as i was walking back home.
and normally i wouldnt look up to her room but i did today because i had a feeling she wld be there. and JENG JENG ! she was there. but abit slow la. looking for me when i was standing on the spot waiting for her to notice me. hahah. that's the cute side of her. (:
we waved at each other and were totally amazed about this coincidence. hahah.
like OMG !

unbelieveable :D
i just love her more and more each day
can ?

love you syg ((:



Monday, June 16, 2008 @ 9:25 PM
10 months


HAPPY 10th Month Baby !
4 more years ehs ? :D
what else can i say about us ?
lets hold on to our hopes and dreams
and i guess everything would be just fine (:
ps// im sorry that i made you waited for last night.
i was really tired after my work ehs. sorry hun =/



Saturday, June 14, 2008 @ 10:03 PM


good news. i still got one more week of holidays !
bad news. which means i only one more week to study for common test. ):

LOL

for the past one week , its only thursday and friday that was the most memorable twos. need not know why cause theres no reason to tell. hahaha.

other than that , theres nothing much going on this week.
i am feeling guilty now towards gf cause of some sensitive issue which i told her. and i dint know it affected her so much. zzz.

hun , i hope my assurance was enough to ease the uncertainties in you. and i meant every word i said to you. okays ? and yar. i will start saving up $50,000 for you ehs ? hahaha


lots of love hbby ! (:

even when i dream of you ,
the sweetest dreams will never do
cause i miss you baby
and i dont want to miss a thing



Thursday, June 12, 2008 @ 12:25 PM


things seem to be going fine nowadays but right at the back of my mind , it just seems not. seems that there's something not right and its not being told. =/



Monday, June 9, 2008 @ 10:32 PM


i seriously need to get my big fat ass out of my house and exercise more. i swear i nearly fainted after exercising today. lol


went for my appointment with slutface ikhlas. same thing as usual. if it doesnt works come for another appointment. zzz. its 24 bucks for session ok.
got myself an adidas jacket at dirt cheap price. :D happy happy ! wooo ~

tmr meeting up wit gf.
f.i.n.a.l.l.y.
i'll just hope everything turns out fine. =/


sigh.
lots of misses and loves



Sunday, June 8, 2008 @ 11:47 AM


i wonder how i got so many wonders to wonder about. the list seems to be neverending.

the biggest wonder would be :

how much longer can i last ? =/



Thursday, June 5, 2008 @ 9:43 PM
unfair


life is seriously unfair.
i have this sudden thought abt it.


and i guess many of us do. why is it that so and so ppl can get the type of treatment you yearn for and yet you cant no matter how long wait or how long you work for it or how hard you work for it.
the amount of effort you put in dont tally with the output you receive. its always the same damn case.
if 1+1 can be equal to 2 den why cant it be the same way too ?


sometimes its just so tiring and heartwrenching to be whining about all these things to people. totally pointless in doing so. its either we can anticipate what they will say/reply or they'll just tell you to chill out whatsoever. and yar. it does make you feel better for that moment of time but it will also wear off like almost instantly. (well you seriously cant expect people to be saying that to your ear so that you constantly feel good. tsk)


at certain point of time i seem to lose the drive for everything. like there's nothing to look forward to and things start to come to a halt or its moving at a superb slow motion.
that's the suckiest part when it comes to that. sheesh. like zomg.
well. thats life.
whine and live with it. lol.



i miss my gf damn badly. been days since we last met.
and yar the rest of it no point in mentioning them. =/
me love her lots can ? ):



Tuesday, June 3, 2008 @ 7:23 PM


the long absence of my update was due to some sickness that im going through at the moment just that its more of a under controlled situation now after rounds of medication and doctor visiting. from clinic to the hospital. the pain was excruciating. pffftt.

hun was sweet enough to bring me soup which she cooked herself and sent it over to my place. and also sweets which she got for me. though i had a very hard time taking in any forms of food i still managed to finish it up (:
really really appreciated it uh hun and i was touched. :] lots of love to you !
its almost the BESTEST thing that happend during this torturous period really.
but sad to say happy moments dont really last for long. i don know why. the blame will always find its way back home to me.
ohwells ~ talk less and live with it.


school holiday's in one week's time.
seriously speaking , i dont really dare to look forward for it. =/

ps//there's this stupid qns in my mind now

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CHAN KANG YUAN
03.02.1990
NYP Electronics Computer Communication Engineering
because she live , thats why im here
currently tgt with:
NURUL NABILAH HUDA
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