Tuesday, September 2, 2008 @ 9:55 PM


habits are hard to kick. one tends to get too used to something which they always see , hear , do etc.. and when any changes set in, even the slightest one gets you thinking. good or bad or rather mostly bad. its like inevitable and unavoidable. you tend to have this feeling of uncertainties and lost. and of course not used to it. and for me its almost losing half of everything in my life.

thats how i feel about my life now. sometimes it gets you wondering whether its presence is still there. like tell me who/how can i talk to upon such things. you use your heart to feel and your mouth to talk. its as good as asking your heart to do the job of your mouth. funny isnt it ?

yaya. and people starts to think that its just another emoshit. so what if it is or isnt so ? i dont think i owe anyone any explaination of what i have to say here. in my own blog.

i need to find the nearest exit sign cause i dont want to go through all this anymore. same goes to my babbyy



hun , i hope/guess you are doing fine now. i really want to be there for you but circumstances just wont allow.
we totally got no contact with each other except those super duper short calls.and most of the times we only talked for barely one min and it also seem that we cant and dont have much to talk about to each. maybe because of the time constraints or other reasons. its quite saddenning kan ? ): im worried and somehow lack of abit of security cause i seriously dno what you are doing time to time. =/ i just hope we would be able to last through all these shits and get over the like... very soon ?
i miss you badly and nonetheless love you truckloads eh. <3

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CHAN KANG YUAN
03.02.1990
NYP Electronics Computer Communication Engineering
because she live , thats why im here
currently tgt with:
NURUL NABILAH HUDA
♥ 16.08.07
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