Sunday, August 17, 2008 @ 9:01 PM
too much to handle


yesterday was one of the biggest upset and surprise i had in my life.
imagine getting to know from someone whom you care and showed so much love to that he or she had some hidden feelings for another person.
and you don even know whether what ohter things am i being kept in the dark. the feeling was devastating. total disappointment and loss for trust. especially when its not the first time such things happen. a sudden thought of betrayla engulfed me immediately. and i start to qns myself whether the love was for real or its just a game to you. personal feelings acts as a variable towards the attitude to the r/s is tt wat its supposed to be ? the level of disappointment shows clearly how much effort iv put in. depsite after the first time such issue got surfaced up.i chose to trust you but after the second time ? i wont ask for much all i ask for is to leave that lil trust for you unshaken. the statstic for what-you-do-and-what-you-get is always not equal. but i really don deserve such this treatments. its way too much for me to take it.
the damage this time is really way too huge...

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CHAN KANG YUAN
03.02.1990
NYP Electronics Computer Communication Engineering
because she live , thats why im here
currently tgt with:
NURUL NABILAH HUDA
♥ 16.08.07
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