Sunday, August 3, 2008 @ 11:09 PM


since bby complains that i make her angry by being lazy and not updating , so i shall update. lol. i guess its exactly the same as what she started off for her entry.

seriously the weather is hot today. effing hot i swear. the moment i step out of the house i felt like a chewing gum. sticky. pffft. =s
had a gathering for my gramp birthday. as usual. breakfast den to some other places.
well this time round was still ok since the place we went was somewhere ive never been before though i always past by it every single day. bottle cap tree ? everything was fine except the weather. zzz

lately i've been having this feeling. not the same as the previous entry. lol.
a feeling that i dont feel the same feeling as it is compared to last time. i used to be on cloud 9 every night and maybe some mornings. those msges makes me go buttery and brightens up my day. but i dont know why i dont seem to feel it now. as in not as much as last time.

i dont know if im being too inquisitive or asking too much out of an issue. cause thats how i felt with the response i received. its seems that im too protective or irritating to be asking them. =/
supposingly after being so long in a r/s we should be confidence and have absolute trust in one another.
but not supposingly i don fully possess both of them. i hate this feeling uh. i repeat I HATE IT. and i don want to be feeling this way seriously. it does no one good. but it just have to befall on me now. why oh why ?
i guess the root causes of this might be due to what that had happened lately. and its haunting me. or caused a really big impact on me. either way round. sigh. it leads to no where but a series of unwanted arguements. when will the last one end ?

i really really really love my gf much uh. and i meant them.
can you feel them my dear ?
ohya. god please grant my gf''s wish too. make the rain come any sooner ! (:

i need you to lead me out of all this. can ? =/

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CHAN KANG YUAN
03.02.1990
NYP Electronics Computer Communication Engineering
because she live , thats why im here
currently tgt with:
NURUL NABILAH HUDA
♥ 16.08.07
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