Saturday, April 12, 2008 @ 5:11 PM


speech day went well ytd.
had lunch tgt wit gf at ljs. and yar she sae she doesnt want to go out and eat with me anymore. ):
lol.
after speech day was gathering at pasir ris for 4e1'06.
and yar. i was quite anti social. dint mingle much cause i seriously cant find common things to talk abt.
unlike benny and farah who can talk crap with them. i dno why. but it went out abit better at the later part.
alex and jx bought beer.
alex drank and got wasted and got into trouble.
went to touch some notsopretty ah lian girl who has a bf in army who is in overseas and will be back in one month time. go get some life can ?

stone-ed for dno how many hours there. staring into the blank space and vast sky. and listening to the ever repeating songs being played on the radio.ohyar. and thinking whether to join nyp band. yar i know. its quite a shocker to hear me joining band but i think i nid a cca. =/
started playing cards ard 4-5 plus and everything ended at 6.
trained to tampines and bus-ed back. slept abit during the journey.

got back rested awhile and went out again to take hun home. sat awhile before leaving.

sigh. hun , ive already say my part and now its up to you to do your part. but im not forcing you if you dont want to tell which i knew it at the start. i've procrasinated enough and now i finally come clean with everything. i actaully dint know which day would be the best day to break it to you since you seem so busy so many upcoming things.
but i still did it. like what i say. if things still remain a one sided manner , then everything would be still stagnant. i felt bad not telling you how i feel and neither could i hide my feelings well and thats the reason why you had to tolerate my attitude towards you.
but now i feel more worst telling you. cause even though i talk to you , you say you cant tell me how you feel.
sigh~
never mind uh.
now im left speechless.
just remember its not a pinpointing session but care and share session about how we feel towards each other.

ily
but the more i love you the more im afraid of losing you
and yar i know you feel the same way too.




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CHAN KANG YUAN
03.02.1990
NYP Electronics Computer Communication Engineering
because she live , thats why im here
currently tgt with:
NURUL NABILAH HUDA
♥ 16.08.07
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