Thursday, March 20, 2008 @ 9:21 PM


everything's just not within my control. sometimes im just so scared that everything would be where it started with a snap of my fingers. and if that day really comes by how am i going to handle it ? now it seems to be that he's supposed to be with you and not me sine he seem to have the intention of getting back with you as what all your friend thinks. exactly the same as what i pictured it in my mind right after what i saw. and to think that i actually agree with it because of my flaws. totally brainless.i know i shdn be thinking this way. so tell me how and what shd i do in order not to ? pretend that nothings wrong ? shits. all the negative thinking are queuing up in my mind. and i totally hate it.

who doesnt want to be what we used to be. but its because of what we have turn out to be right now that all this are happening. we are bound to face problems. hiding and running only suppress the pain for the time being. when things really get out of hand , its gna be so hard to salvage everything.

i knew it that this is situation would happen. telling me how you feel and so on would in another way make me more worried and stuff. so does that mean keeping me in the dark and everything would make us better ? and that i only get to know abt it when i happen to find out myself ? i guess its back to square one again.

i just hope you know what you are doing and dont have any regrets about it.
and yar. i still love you.
=/

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CHAN KANG YUAN
03.02.1990
NYP Electronics Computer Communication Engineering
because she live , thats why im here
currently tgt with:
NURUL NABILAH HUDA
♥ 16.08.07
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