Tuesday, January 20, 2009 @ 10:26 PM


its mood dampening to have a not so joyous post as the first post for the new year even though im 20 days late. lol.

i realise that people tend to take advantage of decision makers some way or another. they always want people to come out with a decision but in the end make a different decision themselves. ironic isnt it ? they nv know how shit job sometimes being a leader can be (not looking into which area it is) people are waiting for you to make a decision for the whole. a decision which will please every single soul. convey their decision to the rest of the whole which somehow serves as a hubber. to send out info to the rest. but after the message has been sent they come out with another decision totally the flipside of the previous one. they jus shirk their responsibilites without sparing a thought of how the leader got to answer to the rest.

"which school life do you prefer more ? poly or secondary? " i think my answer would be the latter. reason being i can sense the class spirits lifting up everyone (or rather mostly) and the sense of togetherness. the times when we stood out for one another. the times when we do what we say together. thats what i call a class.
its a pity i don serve as a leader for such a class. ohwells.

and so , i told myself i shant be a leader anymore. i shall be a follower instead. it makes my life easier for this situation and all i just have to do is wait for people to make desperate decision out of last mins and just tailgate them.




i wonder how long time would take us to =/



Tuesday, December 16, 2008 @ 8:28 PM



nyeh nyeh ! its 16 today which means another month added to how long we've met each other.
heheh. and it so happens to be our 16 months tgt ? hahah :DD
amazingly long and unbelieveable that we cld hang on till this far. (((:
multiply the time we gna be tgt for each other and minus off all the unhappy times.
lol.
today was great. well for the whole day cept at the end of it ?
its something that is meant for only me and her. lalala ~
happy 16th months babby ! i love you lots lots. ((:



Monday, December 15, 2008 @ 10:01 PM


finally the long awaited holidays have kicked in !
wooo ~ which also meant common test ended not long ago too. lol.
okays. summary for common test.
hmmm. packed i can say cause its not the usual stretched period for the past few ones. this time round its consecutive which means every other day there would be paper.
basically what i can say for it is that im too nervous this time round for god knows what reason. which resulted in minor mental block and sudden loss of what ive studied. supposingly i cld easily do a certain qns during cirriculum time but during the paper i panic , freaked out. z.z
BUT. one thing i must bring for this particular paper ...

Microprocessor is a killa !
while doing the paper , it brought me back to secondary sch days memories and to be precise during times when i sat for my physics paper. why physics ? reason being i practically cant do the whole paper even though i studied for it. (ok maybe not enough :P) but the big difference for this time is i know whats going on. i can do pass year papers but i just cant do for the actual day. its totally a big smack on my face. lol. i nearly walked out halfway cus i noe i cant do it. like wat i always do when im met with such sceneriaos. start counting the marks to see how much marks ive lost for those which i dint do / dno how to do. hahah.
okok. enough abt that. its over. zzz.
supposingly theres a plan for the start of my holidays. its like so long awaited one but end up last min cancelled. ): not a very good start for it eh ? ohwells.
anw tmrs 16 !!! yeah yeah !
cant wait ! :DD
ilovemygf !
nyeh nyeh ~



Monday, November 24, 2008 @ 9:07 PM


i should have seen all this coming uh
but apparently i dint
and thats the reason why im in this state. ):
the rest are better left unsaid , unheard and best still
unknowned.
tell me how and why D:



Sunday, November 16, 2008 @ 9:26 PM


ya ya.. like what jj has mention. its the time of the month again. 16 !
wooo ~ yes. another month has past again. 15 months , 457 days of being tgt with my lovely gf (:
what else is there left to say ? i just love her to bits and pieces :D lets go through many more months and days tgt eh babyy !

i love my gf la !

hugs&kisses <3

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CHAN KANG YUAN
03.02.1990
NYP Electronics Computer Communication Engineering
because she live , thats why im here
currently tgt with:
NURUL NABILAH HUDA
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